Lilypie Trying to Conceive Event tickers

Monday, May 25, 2009

MIA

Sorry I haven't been around. I'm nearly 36 weeks pregnant and I feel like I'm 10,000 weeks pregnant! This week will be very busy. We're making our preparations for our temporary move to "baby Anna's" birth town. I have very little energy and a 4.5 year old and a 2.5 year old.

Has is really been that long since my c-section? Since my VBAC? Wow. . .

Our birth plans are not perfect. Not ideal. I am, however, at peace with our decisions. That's all I could ask of any birth plan. The midwife rolled her eyes when I told her what the VBAC consult doctor told me about only having a 50% chance of a VBAC. She rolls her eyes at much of what the doctor's say and do. She told me that the pain I still have in my perineum from a 2nd degree tear 2.5 years ago is probably because the doctor put in too many stitches.

That's all I can muster right now. I'll be 37 weeks a week from Wednesday (June 3rd), but I have no illusions Anna will come then. Sarah was taken at 37 weeks 1 day, but Caleb was born at 41 weeks.

The woods are lovely
dark and deep
but I have promises to keep
and miles to go before I sleep
and miles to go before I sleep

5 comments:

Diana said...

Congratulations and good luck! Will hope to hear good things soon!

Do you have to cross state lines to have a VBAC? Here in AZ we have to cross state lines if we want to have a legally-attended HBAC.

Rixa said...

Thanks for the update. I hope everything goes smoothly for you. And I am sure you can have another VBAC. You've already done it once before, for goodness' sake!

M said...

You are so close!!

Kat said...

Have you tried rubbing something like Weleda's Arnica oil (or evening primrose oil) on our perineum? I had the same problem, not from doctors stitches but from an allergic reaction to the stitches. The oil did wonders! Work it in there every night. Takes a week or so.
Good luck and looking forward to reading your story!
Kat

Michelle said...

I just came across your site and I wish I would have found you sooner, I just had a VBAC in Feb with my daughter (c/s with my son 22 months earlier!)

Wishing you a wonderful and amazing VBAC! I look forward to hearing about your success!